| Location | Feltham |
| Age | 35 years |
| Date of Birth | 7/1972 |
| Date of Death | 7/2007 |
| Visitors | 939 since 28/07/2008 |
| Creator |
Peter Jerome Mcdermott AKA Pokey.
July 2007.
34
sofa Surfer (Ha Ha)
Feltham where he laid his hat was his home.
He had one older sister called Maria and one brother called Royce. his parents called Rita and Roy.
Peter died by taking his own life. As he was very unhappy. and it was very sad for us all as we all miss him very much.
Peter i know you'r in a happier place and not a day goes by when i don't think of you i will love you forever.
Mum xxx
Peter im sorry i never meant to upset you that night we had our barney im gald we maneged to say we were sorry the next day and i wont forget you'r last words to me. " dont worry about it sis" I love you lots and I will alway have you in my heart.
Maria xxxx
Peter was a free bird and loved a good party. more so when it was free. He always had that little grin on his face and a big heart. peter was the Peter Pan of Feltham.
hiya uncle peter, miss ya sssooo sssoo sssooo soooo ssssoooo sssooo much carnt wait to see u all again. i hope u through a surpise party for dad he deservse it. thank u all for wat u did. think of ya all everyday love and miss ya love all catherine xxxx
hiya uncle peter, hows u miss ya like mad. lost my phone the other day could u n the others find it 4 me plz i am lost without it lol ,but ryan coz he loves me has lent me his other one till i find mine its at gemmas house sum were. doin well at school science i am doin btec stuff english is ok but i havet to write a story n i hawte writin them lol x its freezin n i can not wait till the summer nice worm weather lol not that we will have any lol luke party was cool can't belive he's 16 lol x its boring most days lol love u for ever n allways love catherine xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
hiya uncle peter, catherine here love ya , wish ya was still down here were u belong. i can kinda remember the last conversation we had lol i was telling u not to go back to london and u sed u was i sed no ur not so i lock u in lol but some how u manged to get out (creafty) i still know how to draw them roses u learnt me to draw and all of them tricks lol. look after eveyone on 4 me plz , i know the next time i see u , u will probly be sayin u should b a modal well ya never now i just might. carnt belive ya left like that love u all so much words can not say how much i love ya speak soon gonna go and watch estenders lol love ya ur niece catherine x x x x p.s dont b corsin to much trouble with dad and look after bels 4 me x x xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Reflection
Another day for you to wonder, another day for you to mourn
It wasn't my intention to go before the coming dawn
My pain was deep within my heart and troubled head
It wasn't my intention to go without words said.
My frame of mind seemed normal, or so I heard them say
It wasn't my intention not to see another day
I did not mean to make you suffer or cause you so much pain
It wasn't my intention to never see you again.
Despair and confusion left my aching mind unsure
It wasn't my intention to suddenly close life's door
If only I could give you reasons and brush the tears away
It wasn't my intention to leave you and not stay.
I did not mean for you to grieve, now left alone to cry
It wasn't my intention to leave you, forever asking why
As the burdens of life's worries slowly ebb from my heart
it wasn't my intention to tear your soul apart
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there is a group that offers support for all those that lost loved ones in this way...its link is on GTS on the links please feel free to join us it may help/WE LOST OUR LOVED ONES TO SUICIDE
Brightest star in the sky
There's a pain beyond imagining
That’s burning in your heart
For suddenly your whole world
Has been cruelly ripped apart.
All words of consolation
Which are bound to come your way
Will probably seem empty
And of little use each day.
For when you ask the question why
It makes no sense at all
That one so precious had to die.
The only source of comfort
Is your memories and the love
And they will shine forever
Like the brightest star above.
A flame that burns eternally
So strong it lights the sky
And even through your darkest days
That flame will never die.
So many people share your pain
We grieve with you as one.
The gift of life gets taken back
But the love goes on and on.
Forever I will miss you, forever I will cry,
Why did you have to leave this earth
And gain your wings to fly?
You know I loved you dearly,
More than anyone could know,
Why did you have to leave so soon
Why did you have to go?
My heart down here is broken,
And it can never mend,
Forever I protected you,
Until the very end.
I pray to God for answers,
I talk to him each day,
I hope that you can hear me Lord
As on bended kness I pray.
Take good care of my child up there,
He was much wanted here,
Wrap your arms around him please
And tell him I still care,
Let him know I love him so
And will forever more.
Keep him protected, safe and warm
And wrapped in love so pure
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